I have multiple mental health issues (depression, anxiety, social anxiety, autism, cpstd, passive suicidal ideation, and adhd) and several physical issues (fibromyalgia, syringomyelia, diabeties, and polycythemia vera) that plague my life daily.
They want to do surgery for my Syringomyelia but the doctor that I have to go to has only done it twice in his life. This means a high likely-hood of possible paralysis from the surgery (his own words) which would leave me with a 50/50 chance to no longer have use of my body from my shoulder blades down.
This is a scary situation and has taken a toll on my mental health on top of everything else.